goodbye.
Monday, July 30, 2007
message:
goodbye. there's no turning back now. i'll just let you go. we should really part ways now.
alam natin na hindi na talaga ito magwowork.
i'll just let you go. i can't just watch myself breaking.
hmm, this is really is goodbye paul.
i hope, even for a short period of time, i made you happy.
sorry sa lahat ng ginawa ko.
sorry for hurting you. han qo met insadsadya, or watever. hmm.
salamat din, for living me. and for being patient.
honestly, im crying right now. xe, xmpre, meron pa ring sama ng loob. db?
pero, mas ok na nga na magkalayo tau. madi ngamin agwork'en.
waaaa! ok, let's cut this out.
final words:
*thank you sa lahat.
*sorry sa lahat.
*you will always be a special part of me.
*i really loved you. && love you STiLL. and..
GOODBYE.. :(
i hope you will be happy. :D
im just here!
text me, or iM me if you need me. ok?
im letting you GO now..
and it starts NOW.
july 30, 2007
7:40 PM
BYEBYE..
LotsaLove,
eNzenz..
**my friendster message to him.paul angelo franco.
at, GOODBYE na talaga. haay.
sabi ni angelu de leon sa sharon kagabi,
"kapag nasasaktan ka,
nagmamahal ka pa.
pero kapag hindi na na nasasaktan,
hindi ka na nagmamahal."
this only means one thing.
hindi ko na xa mahal.
hindi aqo nasaktan eh. as in, wala talagang feelings.
hmm, kung meron aqong naramdaman,
inis at galit un.
ASAR at PAGKABADTRIP..
kasi, he was boating at two seas at the same time.
at, nakakaasar un.
sana, hindi na lang nia sinabi na aqo ung pinili nia.
now, i am really proud to say that,
i am now ready to forget everything about HiM.
its all in the message..
i HATE YOU!!
Sunday, July 29, 2007
BULLETiN POST:
SUBJECT: gago!
MESSAGE:
WAG KA NA BUMALIK KUNG LOLOKOHIN MO LANG
AKO!
I HATE YOU!!!
txt ko kagabi kay ading aj.. :(
Sunday, July 8, 2007
txt ko kay aj:***ading, i cnt sleep. adda gmin inbaga ni paul knyk nga axla adda kyat na. haiz. pero, bga na mt nga hnggng tingin lng xuna kdjai gurl :( ansaket nho? doble cobleng sakit ito eh! amfufu. bga na nga hnd daw nia mmhlin un dhil aq dw mhal nia. sbi q naman, d xa nkkcgurado s mga snsbi nia. malay mo, one day marealize na nga love na djai gurl.en, db? like, d nqo dpt umasa n kmi pa rin in the end. ansakit. :( well, hndi q prn kslanan if mngyari nga ung knatatakutan qo. hnd naman kami. he's free nga aramiden amin nga kayat na. d nq aasa xe, dq naman alam kng tlgang kaya nia pglan nrrmdman nia para dun sa kng cnu man. haay. alm mo, plge qo snsbi sa self qo na sana talga kami prn. peo, parang d na ata talaga mangyayari un. like, hnd naman kami, bhala xa kng magkakaroon xa ng feelingx para dun sa girl. nttkot lng aqo bka xe dqo kayanin. kht dpt qng tanggapin if gnon nga mangyayari. desperada na qo. alm mo naman kng gano qo kalove c paul. alam mo na from the start tlgang xa lng ung mahal qo. panu nia kea nagawang gawin xken ito ading? ipinanganak ba aq para masaktan ng sobra? d qna lama gagawin ko. i wanna die. wla na. sinusubukan ko na nga buuin puso qo eh, brineak na manen. kaanu ak pay nga maging whole? ading, dq n tlga kaya. napaka.asaness q naman xe. ang tanga tanga qo nho? sobra! ala nqng ginawa kundi umasa at umiyak. matay ak kuman ading. pra mwla n lhat ng sakit. pagod nq. sobra. mhal qo c paul. mhl na mhl qo xa. bt kelangan pa aq ihurt? haay. *cry..cry..*
sagot ni aj:
uhmm.. sa problema mu po kgbe? i got 4 words.. AJ FRANCO IS HERE.. suportahan ka nu anat kayat mu. dad2y nak nga mang tulong kenka nu ana man ti problemam. nu kayat mu nga lipatan suna. go ahead. as long as ur not afraid to let him go. ken, adu pay sabali adta ket..~_^
'em so thankful anjan c aj ti cheer me up. pero, xmpre, hnd pa rin nawawala ung takot. mahal ko tlga xa. panu nga kung tlgang makahanap xa ng iba? panu na aqo? haay. :(
quotes part four! *
Friday, July 6, 2007
*one night a girl said to her bf: "i have to end our relationship, i don't love you anymore, i'm busy on my studies & i can't concentrate coz ur always textibg ang calling me. the boy didn't say a word & walked away crying. the boy didn't show up anymore. after five years, the girl didn't have serious relationships with another guys and she's missing the boy's text messages, sweet quotes, calls ang jokes. she then called him and said, "baby, i miss you." but the boy 's reply was "who's this can we talk later i'm busy planning my wedding.:(
*some things won't wait for you forever.if you let everything pass you by, you'll never find out how beautiful life can be.don't be afraid to get hurt.if you don't risk something, you'll never gain anything.
*the law of science: "nothing is displaced UNLESS it is replaced." translated into the world of love: "you'll only fall out of love ONLY if you fall for someone else."
*one afternoon, i was busy gathering pebbles from the shore. but as i was gathering more and more, i felt that my hands were turning so heavy. and so, i let go. i know that i can easily retrace my steps and pick them up.but i didn't i just cried.coz, waht i've learned here was not the pain of losing my pebbles. but the deeper pain of having to let go of what i already have just because i wanted to hold on to something more. :(
*i feel so odd waiting for someone whom i know will never be mine in anyway i want. that wishing hard will be never enough. coz, no matter how hard i try to bring back the old times, at the end of the day, i've realized that old times are just ment to be reminisced. then i ended up blaming myself coz, i know that of i just played it right, i won't be defeated in the fight. :(
*if i could sum up all the causes of hurt, pain and hatred, it's just EXPECTATION.
*if ever i'll be given a chance to start my life all over again i would rather not accept it. why? coz who knows in that 2nd start, d na kita makilala..ang lungkot kaya nun!
*be energetic! never tell yourself, "i am tired!". the more you accept that thought, the more exhausted you'll life will become. life is a matter of perspectine, either you complain because roses have thorns or you rejoice because thorns have roses. it all depends on how you look at it!
*it's a nice feeling being inlove but when you get heartbroken, you tend to go to different palces. see different people, hangout wuth your friends till dawn. drink till you drop, smoke and fly, get wasted.watch the most dragging scene, laugh at the corniest joke, smile to everyone when you know deep inside dat all you wanna do is cry. :(
*the worst feeling is knowing how much you love someone, how much that person loves you back. how perfect you are together. but for a million unknown reasons, you can never be together.
*never take someone for granted. hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one daynd realize that you've lost a diamond while you were busy collecting stones.
*the basic difference between an ordinary men and a warrior is that a warrior takes everything as a challenge while an ordinary man takes everything either as a blessing or a curse.
*why do girls require honesty in a relationshhip? it's because.
they don't want to live on lies. keep this in mind: girls rather chose being dumped rather than being cheated.
*what's the difference between "i moved on" and "i forgot you already"? wanna know? when you say "i forgot you already"-you totally accept the face that the person you used to call "mine" in not anymore "yours". but when you say "i moved on"- you just realized that its over! but the feeling's still there! you just ignore it!
*im sad because i can't have the one that i love. but what didn't realize is that somebody else is in much deeper pain for not having me.
*sometomes, we really don't have to be super nice. sometimes we have to apprae having antagonistic aura so that you can sort out who can accept you at your worst mood & stay still.
*boy: i miss you everyday. i wanna take care of you. i search on for you. you make my eyes glow everytime i see you.
*girl: 'em taking up a glance at you. ialways want you to be at my side. as you did, i miss you everyday.
*boy: but there's something wrong.
*girl: what?
*boy: i can't be the guy for you
*girl: what reason?!
*boy; 'em not yet ready to play your game, i mean, 'em still learning to fit-up onto your life. but i can still be w/ you and i'm happy with you.
*girl: don't worry.i understand.
*boy: don't worry coz what we are today won't change. all i wanna do is make to you happy. i chose not to committ, not to change you. i will court you forever.
*a 7year old girl asked her dad: why does my legs cramp & couldn't feel anything?
dad answered: your leg becomes numb if you lay still and don't move because blood doesn't circulate properly.
**when the girl turned 18. she fell in love and experienced her first heartbreak. one day, dad saw her daughter lying still while holdig her chest,
dad asked her: what's wrong?
the girl said: i'm lying still while holding my breath to make my heart cramp so i could be numb & be hurt no more.
*don't be bitter and full of hatred when the one you love doesn't love you the way you love him/her. ask, listen and let go.don't force yourself to understand when you can't, to fight hard when obviously it's over and to play deaf to the nagging truth that what you've doesn't work & won't work anymore. instead say: "a had loved you more than you think i would, but i feel sorry that you've lost your chance to be loved more than you would ever feel in your life after this.
**quotes** part three.. aw.
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
*in life, there are four things you can't get back..the stone after you throw.. the word after it's said.. the action after it's done.. and the tome after it has passed.. :(
*not all people can understand the way i am. some may hate ma and while some may love me.. but, for all of these, i still love the way i am 'coz, i don't wanna pretend as someone just to flatter to everyone.
*a woman is always right. sometimes she may be confused, misinformed, rude, stubborn, unclear, changeable; even downright stupid. but never ever wrong!
*in life you may feel tired of fighting for the same reason everyday, you may feel that everyone is moving so fast leaving you far behind & you may feel that there's no point of moving on. there's no certainty in life, it's not how fast you get there, it's how you played the game. put in mind that at times it's better to be like a turtle who patiently moves and enjys every step of the wat rather than a rabbit who runs so fast and missing every single detail in life. :(
*love is not enough to make someone yours, you need someone who's gonna be there for you, someone who would treat you better, someone who could see you through, specially someone who would never say goodbye..
*i don't beleive that love is letting go. bcoz true love means loving more than enough that would never even think of leaving at all.
