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a hopeless romantic; a cry baby; i love my teddy bear and i can't leave with it. give me a lollipop and i'll stop crying, and oh, promise me you'll give me a lifetime supply of sweets. i swear, i will stop crying.
mei lunar eclipse daw bukas. hmm, pero, malas daw. sayang.. papanuorin ko sana ung lunar eclipse. kaso, malas naman daw.
eh, malas na nga ako eh. ayoko naman nang maging MAS malas nho!
**here's the news. copied from YAHOO NEWS
Total lunar eclipse early Tuesday
By COLLEEN SLEVIN, Associated Press Writer Sun Aug 26, 7:46 PM ET
DENVER - The Earth's shadow will creep across the moon's surface early Tuesday, slowly eclipsing it and turning it to shades of orange and red.
The total lunar eclipse, the second this year, will be visible in North and South America, especially in the West. People in the Pacific islands, eastern Asia, Australia and New Zealand also will be able to view it if skies are clear.
People in Europe, Africa or the Middle East, who had the best view of the last total lunar eclipse in March, won't see this one because the moon will have set when the partial eclipse begins at 4:51 a.m. EDT. The full eclipse will begin an hour later at 5:52 a.m. EDT.
An eclipse occurs when Earth passes between the sun and the moon, blocking the sun's light. It's rare because the moon is usually either above or below the plane of Earth's orbit.
Since the Earth is bigger than the moon, the process of the Earth's shadow taking a bigger and bigger "bite" out of the moon, totally eclipsing it before the shadow recedes, lasts about 3 1/2 hours, said Doug Duncan, director of the University of Colorado's Fiske Planetarium. The total eclipse phase, in which the moon has an orange or reddish glow, lasts about 1 1/2 hours.
The full eclipse will be visible across the United States, but East Coast viewers will only have about a half-hour to see it before the sun begins to rise and the moon sets. Skywatchers in the West will get the full show.
In eastern Asia, the moon will rise in various stages of eclipse.
During the full eclipse, the moon won't be completely dark because some light still reaches it around the edges of the Earth. The light is refracted as it passes through our atmosphere, scattering blue light — which is why the sky is blue — but sending reddish light onto the moon.
"When someone asks why is it (the moon) red, you can say because the sky is blue," Duncan said.
The next total lunar eclipse occurs Feb. 21, 2008, and will be visible from the Americas, Europe and Asia.
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bakit kea malas?
aw..
EPAL. GRR!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
please naman! wag ka nang umepal.
noon, naseo loob niya, ineechepuwera mo xa.
ngayon namang nasakin na loob niya.
tsaka mo naman xa balak kunin!
ano ba?!
sadya bang tanga ka?!
kunga ayaw mo ng AWAY.
layuan mo na kami!
masaya na kami chong.
wag ka nang paepal.
grrrr!
SURBEY..
Thursday, August 23, 2007
1.ano tawag sayo sa classroom? ``frances. ces. renz. si alyssa alng tumatawag xken nun eh. haha!
2.year and section mo? ``grade 9- patience :)
3.sino unang teacher na pumapasok sa classroom niyo? ``mam impat.
4.sino pinakamaingay sa classroom niyo? ``si roxan! haha! she's beri beri natagari ha!
5.sino ang pinakatahimik? ``si angelie. haha! hmm, pero, nakakausap ko naman xa kahit papano. pero, super tahimik niya!
6.sino ang palaging gumagawa ng mga assignments? ``sila! haha. ung mga nalalaing. :)
7.sino naman ang palaging walang assignment? ``lagot ka! haha. ung mga lalakeng walang maagwa sa buhay. haha!
8.sino ang teacher na palaging nagagalit sa inyo? ``si MADAR[paking]COS. haynako.
9.sino ang palaging kumakain pag class hours? ``si alyssa! haha!
10.sino pinaka good girl sa class niyo? ``haha! meron ba? im sure hindi ako un! wahaha!
11.sino pinakamatalino? ``kami ni alyssa! haha! dahil wa have our very own language that is contagious. haha!
12.sino ang "teacher's pet" sa class niyo? ``si stephen at leomar! isali na din natin si roxan.
13.sino ang mahilig mag volunteer? ``haha! si roxan!
14.magaling kumanta sa class niyo? ``ako! haha! :) c paolo pa at si leomar! :)
15.sino naman pinakamagaling sumayaw? ``si sharmaine at c chaeyzza. haha!
16.sino ang mahilig magpatawa sa class niyo? ``dami. :)
17.sino madalas pinapagalitan sa class niyo? ``haha! good question! xmpre, non other than EARL JOHN! haha! plage naman kxeng absent! anu toh!
18.sino heartthrob sa class nio? ``hmm, c paolo? at eric? :) wahaha!
19.sino pinakaepal sa class niyo? ``si roxan! at dino? haha!
20.sino pinakamabait? ``ewan. wala ata. haha!
21.sino pinakaclose mo sa class? ``my paktard pren: alyssa! haha!
22.sino laging lumilipat ng upuan? ``si eric at martin. hehe. si dino din. haynako.
23.sino nakaupo sa pinakalikod ng classroom? ``si don, dino, arian at earl john. haha!
24.sino naman nakaupo sa harap? ``ung mga bassit. :)
25.sino seatmate mo? ``si martin. kaso, lumilipat naman xa dun sa tabi ni alyssa eh. haha. kea, si eric na ung seatmate ko. :)
26.ilan lockers sa classroom niyo? ``haha! locker. paker. haha!
27.ano locker no. mo? ``wala! haynako. san ka makakahanap ng locker sa eskwelahan namin?! wooo!
28.ilan drawer ng teacher's table ``isa! haha! at, ang gulo gulo pa ng mga laman. haha!
29.sino mahilig magbura ng blackboard? ``teacher! :) wahaha!
30.sino class president niyo? ``si stephen.
31.anong position mo s class officers? ``SEXYtary :P
32.sino pinaka astig pumorma sa class niyo? ``abah ewan! haha! eh, palagi naman kaming nakauniform! haha!
33.sino pinakamahilig maglambingan sa klase? ``haha! kami ni eric. :) weee! at ang laging sinasabi nila, "nagadu't kuton". haha!
34.sino pinaka artistic sa class niyo? ``si willie at arvin.
35.sinong teacher ang may favorite sa class niyo? ``si impat. at si madarcos, at, peyborit niya kaming utusan! grrr.
36.favorite class pastime? ``chika.chika ever. hmm, kausapin c eric. :) wahaha!
37.sino palagi mong kadaldalan? ``si alyssa, eric, stephen at leomar.
38.sino kasabay mo pag breaktime? ``nuon, si alyssa at pen. tapos, naging si alyssa lang. tapos, ngayon, si alyssa, eric at martin. :) wahaha!
39.masaya ka ba sa kanila? ``yes opkors!
40.sino ang crush mo sa classroom? ``crush? wala! haha. like lang. :) si eric.. like ko sa. :)
41.sino ang bestfriends mo sa classroom? ``ung THREE TIMES A DAY GANG. pero, ngeion, si alyssa na alng. :) wahaha1
42.cno magkakaluvteam sa classroom nyo? ``sila alyssa at martin. :) pero, xmpre hindi ako patatalo! haha! kami din ni eric nho. :) haaha!
this survey was copied from alyssa's blog. :]
haha!
YOU DON'T CARE!
wala ka nang pakealam kung HATE kita!
and so what?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
tignan mo nga kxe sarili mo!
bakit kc kailangan mong magkalat ng hindi naman totoo?!?!
tama bang siraan mo si Alyssa?!
hello!
may sarili kang buhay! bakit naman kaya hindi mo na lang pakealaman sarili mo?! db?!?!!?!?!?!!??!
wala kang magawa!
grrr!
i hate you!
I HATE YOU!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
JEBIE MUST DIE!!!
die! grrrr!
you make my blood boil!
i hate you!
i DON'T KNOW.. :(
Sunday, August 12, 2007
a comment from paul angelo franco..
hmm, dont let me go.... stay...
i've done so many wrong things....
i didn't see that the best thing that happened to me was you....
i'm so sorry...
give me time to prove to you that i care...and still wanna be yours....
i still love you...
take care...
GOD KNOWS THE TRUTH...dont let others tell you what your heart really feels....
(T-T)
--> here youa re again. :( huhu. you are always like that! kung kelan nasa proseso na ako ng letting go, tsaka ka magbabalik loob
remember. this is now your LAST.. if i say it. i really mean it.
i LOVE THE RAiN..
Thursday, August 9, 2007
it's raining! thank GOD it rained! the exams were postponed. :) yea!
there's nothing more to do. but to just watch the rain.
"i love rainy days they give ma a reason to stay home, be alone, stare at the pouring rain, and feel the cold weather. it felt good, real good. coz even for once, i am able to feel the coldness from the outside.
and not from within."
aw. i love quotes. at dahil wala akong magawa. i will just transfer quotes from my cellphone. :]
**when you stumble, pick yourself up. never wait for someone to tap you and get you back to life. after all, you were born alone single and strong.
**7 things you should realize after crying on a break-up:
7. every race has a FiNiSH LiNE 6. breaking up is either letting go of a good one or KiCKiN' OUT A MORON! 5. you lose a person coz a MORE iMPORTANT one must enter 4. love has its own reason, destiny has it's own way & KARMA has its own judgement. 3. the one who cries the worst is the one who loves the most 2. time won't heal the heartache, but a NEW LOVE will surely do. :) 1. t's the end of the relationship, but NOT your LiFE.
**when your feelings get strong for someone, it's always wise to stop for a while and give your heart a time to breathe. a time to use your mind, to weigh the situation based on the reason not on emotion. because the saddest thing that can happen is when one falls in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship. love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes be an illusion.
**in love you have to fight for what you truly believe. don't believe that letting go means you love bast. isn't it nicer to say "please hang on. coz we are going to make it no matter what."
**if everyone turns you down, you get hurt and you can't help but cry. hold back, take it easy. listen to me, coz i will whisper, "im willing to catch all the pain just to see you smiling."
**sometimes it is not about who deserve it;s about who i want. regrettably, the person i badly want turns to be someone who just stole my heart away and left it out in the open to bleed. it's unfair and at the same time stupid because i did let him do so. and for a moment, i actually like the feeling of fallin' and being fooled. what's sad id that after cryin', when im already tired i would still let him take my heart. :(
**what does one do when they lose the one thing they think is worth living for? they spend their time waiting for a second chance. :(
**i took m&m's from the fridge this morning. out of the blue i didn't notice that some of it fell on the ground and broke into pieces. how nice! it made me think and i realized, even the sweetest things in life could break too.
**sometimes, no matter how secure you are in someone's arms, and no matter how tightly you hold on to the person's hand, you'll find yourself falling dangerously in love with someone else.
**"let's cool off first" it's an insecure person's way of saying "im tired of you and i want to explore my options, but i want to have you around as an opinion." :(
**it's crazy the way you see someone for two minutes of the day yet they were the best 2 minutes of your day and you find yourself thinking about the person for the next 23hours abd 58 minutes. :)
**if you can't cry, try talking. if you can't talk, say nothing. but sometimes talking can bring on the tears and say what you can't.
**one of the saddest truths in life is that people will adore & love you for all the things you've done but will hate you for a single mistake. :(
**NEVER let someone hurt you twice. giving a 2nd chance is exposing yourself to be hurt again. if he had done it once, it's bound to happen again. why? coz you gave him an idea that no matter how much he'll hurt you, you'd still accept him all over again, giving him the power to hurt you again.
**butterflies don't know the color of their wings but human eyes know how beautiful they are. likewise you don't know how good you are, but others can see you are special.
**do you know that there are 2 days in our life that we can do nothing about? one is YESTERDAY coz it's gone. while the other is tomorrow w/c is uncertain & might not come at all.
**life is full of uncertainties. we'll never know when our time on earth is up till it's over. so take many pictures, laugh much, take time to look up at the stars, sing loudly, feel the cold wind, smile a lot, and love like you've never been hurt coz every sixty seconds you spend is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
**i was not aware that he came only in my life for a while. i was aiming to be w/ her forever but she's not willing to work it all out. while i was busy planning for us, he was busy planning his life with another person. it hurts too much but all i can do is to watch her walk away. and that's the end of it. there goes my forever. there goes my life. i know he's gone, but holding to her became my way to keep me alive. :(
**if all the branches of knowledge in the world could explain everything, could PHYSICS explain why we fall in love with someone w/o being affected by gravity? could calculus solve the limit of falling in love? and why LOGiC help us to make things right when we are in love? would CHEMiSTRY give us the chemical elements of love, in its formula? or could ANATOMY and PHYSiOLOGY locate the scars in the heart?
**one rule in every relationship: NO MATTER HOW FED UP AND CARRiES AWAY YOU ARE iN A FiGHT, NEVER EVER SUGGEST A BREAK-UP.
**for every girl with a broken heart there's always a boy with a scothctape. :)
**sometimes i feel like the last cookie in the jar all alone and broken but delicious. :)
we don't need a man. we may want them for some reasons. but we don't need them. when we've got problems, to whom do we first run to? to our GiRL FRiENDS. :) when we laugh, to whom do we want to share our stories? to our GiRL FRiENDS. :) so, its obvious. with our without a man we can survive. remember this: man can fulfill our weakness
but girlfriends fulfill our strengths. :)
**if you felt it, then it was true. getting hurt doesn't always mean you suffered, it also means you loved sincerely. don't frown coz its over. smile coz it happened. :)
**the thread asked the candle: "why you dissolve yourself when i burn?" candle said: "you are in my heart, if you suffer i'm bound to shed tears for you."
**you are so sweet to each other, thru texting, chatting, roaming around, going out somewhere, taking up pics, quiling, doing homeworks and projects, playing the guitar. but in reality, you are not in a relationship. how will you accept that he only imagines that you are his girlfriend who is far away from him? :(
**what if the guy you love is committed into a relationship? and he told you frankly that he likes you, waht will be your reaction? or you will just accept it because he loves his present girlfriend but the more he loves you?
**guy: what is your biggest fantasy? girl: to be kissed by someone in the rain. how about you? guy: to be that someone kissing you in the rain. <3>never limit yourself when it comes to happiness. learn how to let go and move on.
**i know that there are days when you feel that your heart is broken, do you know why? because instead of moving-on and walking forward, you hurt yourself by looking back.
**what if you meet the one you've been waiting for a long time? he smiles & comes to you then he holds your hand & put it to his cheek & softly says, "my life will end tomorrow. im glad i met you. "
**have you ever loved only to let go? have you ever hated someone yet loved him so? have you ever missed someone so bad end made you cry? the worst is, have you ever been left alone w/o knowing why?
**don't force yourself to forget the one you love. never use other people just to forget him. coz you don't know how it hurts the person especially when he's already in love w/ you.
**a man can love a thousand girls but only a real man can love a girl in a thousand ways.
**there's always pain and disappointments when falling in love. but continue sharing your love. coz, the more you love, the more you'll get to know yourself. coz, every persin you love becomes your reflection.
**there are two things that you could do upon seeing a DEAD END SiGN: make a u-turn & play safe or go beyond & explore the other side. sometimes, undone things are more regrettable than those you've committed at least you've known what it would yield rather than forevetr wondering what could have been. :)
**if you love until it hurts, there can be no hurt, only more love.-mother theresa
**
RAiN, RAiN, GO AWAY. :(
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
yes! it was raining the WHOLE day! argh! and i hate/love it! i don't really know! LOL!
i was earlier than alyssa kaninang morning! :D yipee! hmm, ang agwat alng namin ay, hmm, less than 5 minutes, i think.
morning gossips. :)
haha! she arrived before the bell ranged. and i noticed that her hair was NOT wet. waddaheck?! its early morning! this only means one thing! hindi pa siya naliligo! haha! (hindi ko alam kung totoo pero, un ang feeling ko! :D)
that our(me && alyssa) first topic. :D
i noticed that every afternoon, she takes a bath! haha! maygash!
B1: are you thinking what i'm thinking B2? B2: oh, yes B1!
haha! tama kea iniisip ko?! wahaha!
ok. enough! it's your job to get this one! :)
i am so irritated! grr! tomorrow is supposed to be my rest day! hmp. but unfortunately, i will go to school to take that QUALiFYiNG EXAM for the EDiTORiAL BOARD for our school paper. hmm, i am so UNLUCKY! :(
and there is bagyo pa! gosh!
hmphmp. whatever! cut this out!
i made a NEW RECORD. :D i haven't opened my friendster accounts yet!
for three days, i think! :) and im so happy! :) wahaha!
yipee! yipee!
i hope kakayanin ko na hindi muna magfriendster. :D wahaah!
RECALL + COLLECT = RECOLLECTiON
Monday, August 6, 2007
recollection day! yeehaaa! i woke up at 5:45am.(exact time. :D) because i was so excited! i really want to make labas ALL the sama ng loob that i have. haay!
i was wearing GREEN! :D and, i am the only one wearing GREEN! :D
i really think we are malas. watdapork?! it is brownout! c'mon! do you think we will enjoy our recollection? hmp. yes! walang kuryente habang nagrerecollection kami. and father was like, "ang sakit ng ulo ko." and i agree!
the recollection was about TEENAGERS. the problems we encounter. homosexuality. && everything! HOMOSEXUALITY. yes! i think Roxan has the record of questioning Father a lot of times about that topic.
err! and the food is NOT masarap! *throws up* eiww! Alyssa didn't eat all her lunch. she told me she doesn't eat igado. wth?! igado is delicious! i love it! honestly speaking, i just ate the igado and did not eat the veggies! haan sa nga naluto djai gulay! maygash! eiww! and the best part of our eating sessions was the empanada eating session. :D im so happy! i didn't made a mess! :D wahaha! yee! but i think, Alyssa did. :D hehe.
i love Leomar, Chaeyzza, Sharmaine Dyane and whoever. because they told me i am SEXY with what i wore a while ago. the green blouse! :D oyea! i love it. :D
i was looking forward to the grabeng iyakan session. pero, wala naman. but, i cried. not that much.
FiRST ACTiViTY: Father instructed us to get a piece of paper, a scotch tape, scissors and a ball pen. he instructed us to put that piece of paper and place it at our back using the scotch tape. the activity was for us to write positive and the negative qualities/characteristics of our classmates. it was supposed to be daw na merong hot seat na lahat uupo dun and lahat mabibigyan na personally sabihin dun sa tao lahat ng gusto niyang sabihin pero, kulang sa time. (as usual. Father came late naman kc, hanyako. kung maaga sana xa dumating, edi sana nagawa namin ung hot seat chenes.)
the first person na sinulatan ko is si willie. and sumunod na lahat lahat.
of ALL the writings my classmates wrote in that piece of paper, only JAYCO made me cry.
Jayco really is so good. i was really touched. (that's why i cried! hello!) because he wrote there "Even suplada ka, you showed me a good side of you."
aww. isn't that sweet? i wasn't expecting him to write that. after i read everything my classmates wrote, i immediately hugged Jayco. and cried. and he was like "Okay lang un." aww. he is really sweet.
SECOND ACTiViTY: Father instructed us to sit with our close friends. and as usual, i sat beside Alyssa. Father told us to hold each other's hands and say a prayer for the one we are seated with. of course, my prayer for Alyssa was "sana magkaroon na siya ng boyfriend. pero, syempre ung TAMANG LALAKE.." pero, xmpre, madami pa ung nasa prayer ko. pahapyaw lang yan. haha! and Alyssa was like, "Edi pinatay na ko ng nanay ko!"
at, habang umiiyak ako't nagdadrama while holding Alyssa's hand itong c BJ at Reizel, tumatawa. ayon! NASiRA ANG DRAMA SESSiON KO! err!
after that one on one prayer session w/ our partners, Father instructed na pumunta daw sa iba pang classmates and say a prayer for them din. pumunta ako agad kay Roxan and said SORRY.
and i hugged almost everybody! here's my list:i ts NOT in order na. kc, d ko na maalala kung sino ung sunod sunod na hinug ko.
THE PERSONS i HUGGED DURiNG THE SESSiON: Francis Leomar Roxan (it was the PiNAKAMAHiGPiT! EVER!) Eric (i hugged him for.. hmm.. i can't remember how many times!) Paolo Dino Arvin (three times, i think) Jayco (for the second time) Jayson P. Martin (the best seatmate EVER!) Reizel Sharmaine Chaeyzza Blandine Willie Vanessa Kelvin
Stephen
Maydawn
and, i can't remember the others! but, i almost hugged everybody.
except for the ones that are NOT close to me.
take note! iT WAS THE FiRST TiME i HUGGED STEPHEN! as far as i can remember, i hugged him for FOUR times! haha! the third time was FUNNY! because, Eliria was looking at us when i hugged Stephen for the third time! haha! sshh! this is a SECRET, ok? kasi, crush yata ni Eliria si Stephen! haha! maybe she was jealous. :D
Willie said, "Sorry friend nu babackfightan ka met nukwa. wah? sorry." and i was like, "It's okay. I can't really please everybody. Thank you pa rin for being honest." and i hugged him so tight.
before we and the session, nagmisa paylang ni Father. kdjai met ngamin nukwa. db? after the mass, may inabot si Leomar na letter, pinapabigay daw ni Ms. Seggay. gulat naman ako. pag tingin ko. galing kay MAMA.
waaa! ayan nanaman! :( iyak time nanaman, xmpre. nagulat naman ako dahil nagbigay pa si mama ng letter.
nakakatouch! kaya mahal na mahal ko si mama eh. mahilig siya sa SURPRiSES. :D
ito ung favorite part ko sa letter. hindi ko pwedeng ilagay lahat nho. sakin ito eh. its something PERSONAL. :D
"Yes, I really thank God for each time I think of you and when I pray for you I pray with JOY. You might not know how thankful I am for having you as my daughter.. and as my best friend. As I have always assured you. I am so proud of you baby. Yes, you might have caused me pain, anger, troubles and what have you. But i tell you I STiLL and FOREVER love you. No matter who and what you are, I understand you and accept you the way you are...
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Remember the following: *WHAT YOU ARE IS GOD'S GIFT TO YOU AND WHAT YOU BECOME IS YOUR GIFT TO GOD. *LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT! *YOU ARE A PRODUCT OF THE CHOICES YOU MAKE...
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Lastly, anakko may our situation be always a challenge for you to become a better person. Remember mama is doing her best for all of you, so please do your part.....
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY KO!
Always and forever a MAMA,
MAMA EMS"
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aww. isn't it sweet? i love my mama. :D haay! i am really lucky to have a mom like her. :D she made the letter at 2:08AM KOREAN TIME. see? she is really one of a kind! instead of taking her rest, she made the letter. :D and take note! it was from KOREA to PiNAS! :D
before we went home we sang a song for Father. i hope he liked it. even though we were sintunado. kasi, the singing was ON THE SPOT! walang practice. hehe. i really hoped Father liked it. here it is:
i WiLL BE HERE. -Gary Vanelciano
here is the lyrics. feel free to sing. :D i love this song. :D
Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the sun does not appear I...I will be here
If in the dark we lose sight of love Hold my hand and have no fear 'Cause I...I will be here
I will be here... When you feel like bein' quiet When you need to speak your mind I will listen And I will be here When the laughter turns to cryin' Through the winnin' and losin' and tryin' We'll be together 'Cause I will be here
Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the future is unclear I...I'll be here
Just as sure as seasons are made for change Our lifetimes are made for years I...I will be here
I will be here.... You can cry on my shoulder When the mirror tells us we're older I will hold you
And I will be here To watch you grow in beauty And tell you all the things you are to me I will be here
I will be true To the promise I have made To you and to the One who gave you to me
I...I will be here
And just as sure as seasons are made for change Our lifetimes are made for years 'Cause I... I will be here.... We'll be together
'Cause I will be here
for my final words.
Father Ronald, salamat po ulit sa recollection. :D Maraming maraming salamat. Sa uulitin. :)
REMiNDERS:
August 6, 2007- me && eric are bestfriends. :D
THE SENTENCE OF THE DAY: (according to Father Ronald..)
