TOLOLOT FAMilY! XD
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
intrams is CANCELLED! the parade was canceled. the cheer dance was cancelled! EVERYTHING was cancelled! you fcuk the rain! duh! i hate it! and for the record, i woke up at 4am because of nina. she miss called me. nina is my new alarm clock! haha! ooh thanks to nina. haha. :p oh! i remembered! the make-up and the hair-do is sayang! it rained kasi eh!thats why EVERY[PAKING]THING was cancelled! grr! and oh! btw, we have this group named TOLOLOT FAMILY. haha. the "tololot" word was taken from ciara and ate alyssa's expression. :"tololot! chacharot! chicharon!". haha, yea! that one! i LOVE it! haha! especially the TOLOLOT FAMILY itself. :p
i am proud of myself because i can memorize our code names! haha. :p
TOLOLOT FAMILY MEMBERS:
o1 - ciara
o2 - ate alyssa
o3 - elita
o4 - tintin
o5 - sensen
06 - ME! haha. of course!~
o7 - ate puso
o8 - nina (the alarm clock, miss call girl. :p)
o9 - thea
1o - nella
11 - alyssa (my paktard prend)
12 - mariella
13 - ate kara
14 - wyndel
15 - christina
TOLOLOT BOYS(in any order. they have no codenames pa eh):
~leomar (father tololot)
~kent
~kevin
~patrick
~janjan
~martin
~jayson
haha! how do you like that?! haha. take note: i love this family so much! haha! we are like close na to each other! haha. and we are planning to have an outing on sunday. i hope my mother will allow me to go with them. my gosh! i will convince my mother to allow me to go with them! my gosh! i am now 14 years old and i haven't tried to go outing with my friends. and this is once in a lifetime! i really really need to make pakada na to her. as soon as possible.
must do:
convince my mother!
waaaa! i hate my skin color na. :( i am maitim na. :(( huhu. it's because of the SUN!
my gosh! but, well, it's ok! keri lang! haha. em still beautiful pa naman eh. :o) wahaha!
i am EGO GIRL myself! haha. :p
i love my NEW hairstyle! with the bangs of course. :) haha. :p
exhausted.stressed.guilty.alone & DYiNG. :(
Friday, September 14, 2007
exhausted.stressed.guilty.alone & DYiNG. :(
nasabi na lahat.
pucha! aqo na pnaka problemadong tao sa mundo. :(
tangina!
i cried last night. yea! i really did.
ohh crap! :((
oh, btw, im the drum and lyre majorette.
and i need:
1. a new whistle.
2. that stick, aluminum blah.blah thing that a majorette uses.
the quatret is...(ellipsis) wala na. haynako.
pagod aqo, sayaw ng sayaw.
bukas pa, may practice. :(
haay! keri lang. :|
sabi ni ms. madarcos, magpaturo daw aqo kei mama kung pano ang editorial writing, news writing and feature writing. hmm.
UNKNOWN.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
i hate it when you make me cry
for the reason, i don't know why
you make my tears fall
it's your fault after all
counting my tears would make me blue
'coz i know i cried because of you
in my heart what i feel is hatred
it's from your lies it all started
every thing's over for the two of us
you never really had my trust
i wanna see you walk out of the door
i don't wanna see you anymore
i hate you coz you just watched me breaking
you didn't even give my world its meaning
you broke my heart
and tore it apart
now its goodbye
i wanna see you DIE!
hatred is in me
and it's for you to see.
**i made this during a.p. :(
omfg.
i dedicate this poem to...(ellipsis)
i don't know...
i don't fucking know.
you are the reason i live..
Sunday, September 9, 2007
When you came
You lift me from shame
Your love is forever
I will not find another
I’m grateful you are here to stay
To show me the right way
Your love is unfailing
Your love has no ending
I’m grateful for the day you mentioned my name
Every time I’m in your charisma it’s never been the same
You made my mornings brighter
Coz I know your presence is here to linger
When I am weak, you make me strong
I will praise you with a song
Nothing compares to what you’ve done
I know you are the one
Your love completes my life
You are the air that I breathe
When I think of things You've done for me
I know You are the reason I live
quotes..
Saturday, September 8, 2007
*girls may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep they always think about the guy they truly care about.
*learn to value the people around you. in a blink of an eye, what you see may be gone forever. you may not force them to stay but you could give them reasons not to go.
*EMO is worth more that what they seem to be. they're not a toy by any means. coz underneath those eyeliners and one-sided hair, there's a sign saying: fix me, im broken.
*which is which? fight for your love or set them free? which is right? forgive then forget or forget then forgive? what is really right? "i love you because i need you" or "i need you because i love you"? to see is to believe or to believe to see it? action speaks louder than words but still word hurts more that action. more importantly. love foa a reason or the reason is love?
*you are part of someone's life. others fill their lives with pieces of you. so if you run out of reasons to live remember that's someone else's life can never be complete without you in it.
*real closure happens when you don't care anymore. it's when you don't feel any pain even if you're aware that he's with someone else.
*i just wonder why we can;t kiss our elbows.i just realized that some things seems to be so close.yet, they are bound to be beyond our reach.
*IMNOWHEREFORYOU. do you read it as "i'm no where for you" or "i'm now here for you"? like in life, the way you see things depends on how you look at them.
*in this life, you can't avoid gossip and unkind words from others. whatever you do, you can;t please everyone. remember: if you weren't worth anything, they wouldn't bother.
*people hate me for being a heartbreaker. they say i'm a liar. they even call me a cheater. but what they never knew is that before i became this motherf***ing me, somebody broke me too.
*he used to be so sweet and everything seemed so nice when we were together. but, suddenly everything changed. now, do i miss him? no! i miss who i thought he was.
*be beautiful more than pretty; smart more that sexy; respected more than praised; dignified more than popular; be a woman more than a man's lady.
*i was in the ship thinking of you, when i looked down, i dropped a tear into the ocean, sinumpa qo na pag mei mkahanap ng patak ng luha qo sa dagat dun lang ung oras na pede na kitang kalimutan at pakawalan.
*unspoken love is like poison. if you don't spit out, it will eat you up inside.
*you can fall in an instant, it's letting go that takes time.
*we can not love anybody whom we never laugh with.
*love is like an hourglass with the heart filling up as the brain empties.
*love is friendship set to music.
*the course of true love never did run so smooth.
*what is meant to be will always find a way.
*true love does not have a happy ending coz true love never ends.
*i won't waste my time caring about the people who don't like me - chances are, i don't like them too. i won't waste my time worrying if people are talking about me - i affect their lives, they didn't affect mine. i waste my time with my friends - those that accept me for being me. if some people don't like me - it's because i'm not living my life their way. i al\m always thankful for the few friends i have for they have shown me that in some way or another, real friends are always there.
*i never lose hope on the person i chose to give my love. if that person would always be the reason of my heartaches, who cares? that person is still the reason why my heart beats.
*i'm jealous of people getting close to you, especially when you show them you care. it's not that i'm being selfish or possessive, i'm just scared that you'll be happy with them and forget about me.
*all that a girl needs is a man. just one guy, who would be man enough to prove her that not all men are the same.
*being brokenhearted is like having a broken pair of ribs. on the outside it looks like there's nothing wrong. but every breath hurts.
*i don't expect people to understand me more over they question my decision. i might be selfish at times but when it comes to love? NO DOUBT! i don't play eith people's heart, unless they deserve it.
*pretending to be friends with the one you love is like breathing underwater. you can't hold to it too long because if you do, you won't make it out alive. :(
*in love you can make mistakes. but the biggest mistake you could ever do is to give up someone you love and say: "it's for the best, so i'll stop hurting myself."
*i don't wanna let go coz you feel that there's something sweet going on between the two of you. something beyond words. something that only your heart understands. you wait, and wait but still, nothing happened. he's glued to the spot. the problem is : you just can't walk away but you can't stay either.
*relationship with the right person at the wrong time is still wrong.
*two things you should NEVER say to the one you love : "i love you but..." and "if you love me, you would..." should you really qualify love with conditions?
*i told myself i won't miss you but i remember what it feels like beside you. i really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes and i think you should know this.. you deserve much better me.
*a broken heart may heal but can never hide the scars from him/her.
*if you keep doing what you've always done, you'll always ger what you always got. so the logic is : when you want something you've never had, you have to do domething you've never done.
*sometimes, people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons but because they just know that things will get worse if they stay. leaving can be a tough act, and it's harder when people can't understand you doing so.
*we must get hurt in order to grow. we must fall in order to know. sometimes, our visions become clear only after our eyes have been washed with tears.
*it's never easy to let the one you love go just because you've found someone you think is better till you realized as you hold your new love's hand it's still the touch of past fingers that fits.
*laughter is not always the best medicine. sometimes, it's just the best disguise.
*when i was a little kid, i fell from a tree, but managed to hold on to a branch. i was up there for a long time and waited. the silence, the pain in my arms, the blood pumping in my ears, then i fell. i couldn't remember what i happened when i hit the ground. all i can remember was the agony of holding on and the wonderful feeling of letting go. it's painful to hang on and wait for nothing. at times, you should learn to give away and let go, you just got to move on.
*once there was a butterfly in my palm, but i let it flew. not because i don't love it but i wanted it to enjoy with the flowers and the bees. keeping it in my palm won't make him the best butterfly it can be so. so from a distance i'm happier to watch it playing in the garden while the sun is still shining. coz, when the rain comes, i know if it truly loves me, it will fly back to me.
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idk. :|
hurray! i am the NEW literary editor. the one who works with the poems. yea. i'm the editor! haha. which means i have my staff. and all i have to do is edit! and NOT make articles. haha. i told it to my mom...(ellipsis) ONLY coz i know. they are not going to appreciate me. :( i hate it here. this house is HELL. get me out of here! i mean, NOW! at this moment. :(( puhlease? puhlease? puhlease? PRETTY PLEASE? :(
i HATE her! i really really hate her. err. but, i can't mention her name. she's a backstabber.
omg. SOS. i will continue this next time. hmm, basta. un na yon!
alyssa is mellow dramatic. she said her huling habilin a while ago. and, God! she's crying. :( she made me cry to. :( and martin also. :( huhu. binilin na nia lahat ng dapat niang ibilin. sabi nia, xken na daw lahat ng mga gamit niya pag namatay xa. ang gusto daw niang coffin ay rainbow-colored. ayaw daw nia na mei iiyak. gusto daw nia, green daw ang suot ng lahat pag libing nia. she likes me to be always present sa burol nia. wag qo dw xa ipagpapalit kei roxan. sabihin qo daw kei tita cynthia na wag daw xa magaampon pag namatay na si alyssa. gusto daw nia walang cheap na banda sa burol nia, ang gusto nia daw PANiC! AT THE DiCSO at FALL OUT BOY. waaaa! :( at marami pa. basta. :((
if alyssa will die, enz will be sad.
if alyssa will die, enz will be alone.
ALYSSA + ENZ = ONE
aw. :(
Ai LAB YUU ALYSSA. :(
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take note: make a "huling habilin" list too.
ai lab myselp. :)
Friday, September 7, 2007
haha! i got my card! en em happy w/ the results! :) yeay! :)
FiLiPiNO - 93
ENGLiSH - 91
MATHEMATiCS - 92
SCiENCE - 89
MAKABAYAN - 88
- TECHNOLOGY AND LIVELIHOOD ED. - 87
- MUSiC, ARTS, P.E., HEALTH - 87
TOTAL AVERAGE : 9o.7 :)wee! :) haha. ai really lab myselp.well,except for one thing. err.storytelling will be next time, ok?hmp.SOS. haha.
PAKYOU!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
SEPTEMBER o6, 20o7my day started GOOD. but, good things END. :( grr.
wtf?! this day is idfk! diyosko! my sister is famous! everybody's asking me what happened to her! omfg! eh, aqo nmn, story teller. storytell dito, storytell jan. haynako! dqo na nga mabilang kung ilang beses qo na kwinento. gosh! xempre, starring nnmn cla mascot at si mam impat. tinanong nila ehh. edi, aqo nmn si kwento. at, sabi nilang dalawa, "sabihin nio, wag xe xa magpapagod. alagaan mo kapatid mo." and i was like, "ok." duhh!
martin will sit again beside me. :) haha! i miss him. xe, seatmate qo xa. pero, i will miss ERIC more! huhu. :(( si mascot kxe. err. pulungera! hmphmp.
PAKYOU BAKLANG IPIS! i hate you! grr. kelangan ba talagang ipaobvious na nagpaparinig ka samen?! huh?! i hate you!
HOY MARTIN! PINATATANONG DAW NI SARAH KUNG LILIGAWAN MO DAW XA! SI SARAH! UNG NILILIGAWAN NI ERIC!
OMFG! ang hangin dude!(term na ginagamit namin alyssa para kei martin) hoo! ang kapalmuks nmn! yow! ang kapal ever nmn ng face nung girl na sabihin un. at, gago din ung bakla! grabe! harap-harapan! duh. :(( magkachat kme ni eric habang nagboblog. at, nababadtrip din xa! opkors! duh. and, eric told me that we'll talk to BAKLANG IPIS and pretend that we are together. duh. i told eric na, baka nmn mas lalo niang iwaras nho! bwiset! grr!
tic-tock-tic-tock..
gosh! tumatakbo ang oras! eh, ito nmang c MADAR pinaghintay talaga kme! abah! 2 straight hours kaming naghintay. at, HINDI man lang xa nag-SORRY dahil nalate xa ng TWO HOURS! wala xang pakealam samen! pasalamat xa dahil hinintay talaga nmen xa nho! duh! san sa mundo pa xa makakahanap ng tulad namen?! tsk.
on the other hand, habang naghihintay kami kei MADAR, nagtrip.trip muna kme. haha. at, si trixia nmn ang ngaing clown. haha. kasama qo cla alyssa && martin(na nagsusulutan through PRINGLES kanina), sila ate gia, stephen, dana, jessa, abi && cza(na mga nagvideo sa mga trip nmen nila trixia) haha. :)) and, itong si trixia, itinulak ba nmn si alyssa sa mama mary circle ever chenes. idk the name. sorry. basta! doon! at, hinabol habol ni alyssa si trixia. as usual! alangan nman na magpatalo si alyssa. haha. nakaganti din si alyssa pero, alam qo na kulang pa ung ganti niya. hahaha!
hurray! my day still ended OKAY. haha. buti nman, pero, nakakabad3p pa ren! errrr!
ow yea. before i forget...
HAPPY BERTDEI TITO MARTIN. :)
I HATE YOU BAKLANG IPIS! X(
ang oh! herea re NEW quotes:
*i'll never hate xomeone fot not loving me. i'll never hate seeing him with the person he loves coz i konw he's happy. but i could hate him it when he makes me fall even more.. when i'm trying to let go. :(
*sometimes it's tough to stay single where everybody expects you to be with somebody. but staying single is not about having no one, rather, it's an opportunity to wait for the right person to be with forever.
*if everything would change and everything would fade, still i would not break the bond we've made. if you forget me there's nothing i can do but one thing's for sure.. i'll be missing you.
*im nowhere perfect i fall easily, i'm vulnerable in beLIEving in lies, im hoping that one day i won't need to fake a smile. i live by quotes that explain exactly what i'm going through. i make up excuses if needed, i have bestfriends and critics. i have dramas and memories and that's me! love me or hate me, still it's me!
*sometimes, fate has a cruel way of putting things together. maybe it's better if people just give up when there's no pint in fighting for something anymore. when the ship has finally sailed, only a fool would go after it when it's miles away. but sometimes, it's a lot better to be a fool to go after what we want and need, rather than to regret everything in the end because we never tried.-Captain Jack Sparrow
*will you ask for more if you have this? someone who calls almost every hour just to say he loves you. someone who desperately hugs you every time you fight. who holds your hand and clasp it tightly but gently. stares at you as if you are the only girl around. sing you songs even if he does not have a good voice. pulls you in the rain and dances with you. and lastly, someone who pulls you back in his arms even after you've pushed him away.
*just because my eyes have no tears doesn't mean my heart does not cry. just because i come out strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. often i chose to pretend to i'm happy just so i won't have to explain myself to people who will never understand. smilimg has after all, always been easier than explaining.
PROPOSAL.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
i am so badtripayd!
pakxet.
pano gumawa ng peoject proposal?!
HELP! huhu. :(
i badly need help. :(
i dont kucking know what to do!
damn!
SEPTEMBER iS MALAS! :(
huhu.
ow,
xet.
REASONS:
1. i dont fucking have MONEY! i am MONEYLESS. i'm POOR at the moment! :( i hope i could pick a bag filled with MONEY! huhu. :(
2. si paul. kinonxenxa nnmn aqo. at eto ang part ng pagkokonxenxa nia xken:
- You Told Me That He Gave You The Love I Didn't Give
Do You Know How Painful It Is To Hear That From The Person You Love??
F.Y.I. " When He Was Ceasing Your Love And Attention....I Was Busy Fixing Myself Just For Our Relationship To Last. I Was Busy Making Myself A Better Boyfriend To You MS. RENZ FRANCES D. ABAGAT "
Now, Tell Me That He Gave You The Love I Could'nt Give Because I Was Busy Making Myself Change For "You"
It Hurt Me More Than You Can Imagine
Even Worse Than When You Rejected My Reconciliation
---->aw. and with my complete name pa! my God. grr.3. si eric, natalo sa counter strike ever chenes kanina. ampupu.
4. masakit pa rin ang nakem qo kei eric. :((
5. i hate jolibee. nangengealam nnmn xa. err.
6. ewan na! basta MALAS.
ampupu. :(